I haven't posted in two months and the easiest way to explain it is to start from the beginning.

In June there were my exams so clearly I was busy. I started working full-time as a summerjob at the post office where I usually just have 10-12 hours a week. I'm not sure I've elaborated before but my co-workers range from the incredibly lonely and annoying to the bitter and very mean, all of them with abusive tendencies. So 37 hours a week stuck with them was already hell.

Then... Friday about two weeks ago, my only friend there got held up at knife point for about 300USD. She and everyone else there that day were of course too freaked to come back so we got hit by 4 sickleaves all at once. Being a good trooper and I'd even say just a normal human being capable of understanding, I tried to help and worked extra-shifts. My colleagues on the other hand couldn't handle the "stress" and called in sick, one at a time (four of them), each on a different day. Every morning, I'd come and someone else had given us the finger and decided to stay home. One of them even had the nerve to call and say she was calling in sick until her vacation. I hung up on her.

All this while our boss was on vacation (still is) and basically his replacements didn't know enough to reign them in. I'd also like to add that we had temps for the one who'd been involved in the robbery and I pretty much took on most of the extra work while they had 3 cigaret breaks per hour and refused point-blank to do more work than usual.

So there we are, cruelly understaffed and my friend decides she can come back to work. To face her fears and all that jazz, and cause we're understaffed she ends up back in the register tending customers. First day was great actually, the two of us basically handled all the problems (people calling up and yelling at you cause the slackers hadn't done their jobs right, etc.) and we all thought the atmosphere was so much lighter without the others who thrive on chronic stress. If there isn't enough, they'll create it and drama to go with.

Right, so first day, second  day, and on Wednesday, just before closing, my friend got held up by a junkie-looking woman who held a syringe to her arm and threatened to stick her if she didn't give her money.

We've both been on sickleave since, had talks with the psychologist and the fact that I'm even posting tells me I'm getting better. It was mostly like getting clubbed over the head and I have been sooo tired. I still am but it's gotten better. Suffices to say my SGA Bigbang story is still on my computer awaiting final touches. I got out of the haze just in time to see the deadline'd passed and it's been weighing on me ever since.

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Title: Walk the Path Beside Me
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: John/Teyla, future chapters will include Teyla/Kanan.
Disclaimer: SGA is not mine!
Summary: It's a unusual kind of relationship. But most importantly, it's theirs!
Comments: A sort of re-write of SGA with a J/T angle. I'm trying to insert J/T into the show so it fits with canon. All the way into my version of early S5. 


This took me quite a while! My main problem was kinda obvious: JT isn't canon! And to think this fic started with an idea to write Teyla/Kanaan, I just needed to set a sort of background! But oh I love it! and next chapter is goin to be sooo good. Instinct and Conversion, here I come. Yay! I just hope I make it before the shows starts again.

And yes tielan, I'll write them on missions too, the question is: which one?

Unbeta'ed. I had a sudden burst of inspiration. I should really go to bed.  

Title: Walk the Path Beside Me
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: John/Teyla, future chapters will include Teyla/Kanan.
Disclaimer: SGA is not mine!
Summary: Teyla always knew she couldn't keep John Sheppard. But was she right?
Comments: A sort of re-write of SGA with a J/T angle. I'm trying to insert J/T into the show so it fits with canon. All the way into my version of early S5. 

My computer's dead so I can't carry on with old projects. Instead, I came up with this! hope I didn't lose my way too much in trying to make it work. This is just the beginning, there's about 4 seasons to go through, 

Plus S5 begins airing on July 11th! Praise the Lord, Glory, Amen!!! *looks around nervously for the serial killer on X-Files*

Also went surfing for new icons and found some kickass ones courtesy of  Shivika's Corner.

Title: That First Kiss
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: SGA doesn’t belong to me.
Comments: Just really silly born from the need to have Teyla push her competition down a grassy hill. Don't ask. A tribute to my girls at  

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Title: Never So Lost
Genre: Angst, Teyla/Kanan and implied pre Teyla/Sheppard .
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Season 4, takes place between Missing and The Seer.
Disclaimer: Stargate Atlantis is not mine.
Summary: Teyla's state of mind after the events in Missing.
Notes: Unbeta'ed and written for the 12 Days of Teyla Love-a-thon. I don't pimp cause I assume the only peole reading this journal are people who'd know about it but by all means: go see!!! Great fics have been written, icons, meta... All around, it's just nice to have it all be about Teyla for a change!

Best wishes for 2008: health, love, success and all that jazz!

I was going to do the New Year's resolution thing again this year, but I went over last year's and realized I  got some of it done. The rest I'm stil working on and that I'm actually perpetually thinking up new stuff. So, this year: I think I'll just join the gym. And keep trying. Harder.

That being said, exam period's passed but I still have two projects to hand in on the 15th and 25th. I'm mentionning it cause it would explain why I'm late replying to comments or finishing fic, but the truth is: I'm always like that, even without constraints on my time (if that even exists). So basically, sorry. :)

I wil say though, that so far my muse has only been active for challenges or ficathons, hence the few fics I will be posting.

I also upgraded my account back to paid an decided to get a new look and a batch of new icons to go along with it. New Year, new style! I raided

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 PS: My oh so lovely icon is coutersy of Harmonie15. Innit beautiful? I think I'll take it for a spin and comment all over LJ.

SQUEE!!! SQUEE!! SQUEE!!!

I love SGA! Be All My Sins Remembered was exactly what I needed after a month and a half of grueling studying and exams.  I loved it!

I haven’t been around LJ, except to post my santa assignment and partake in

teylafen 's 12 Days of Teyla. I stil have comments to answer and fic to post, but I just had to say how much I loved BAMSR.

 

Title: Princess of her Time

Rating: PG-13. Because.
Spoilers:Nothing in particular. Think beginning of season 3.
Summary: In which the princess kicks the ass and saves the day.
Notes: This fic is extraordinarily late. I got passed along a tennisfic several months ago and it almost died in my hands. I’d meant for Here Be Dragons to be my offering, but it ended up a little too serious and shippy, and also way too long with several chapters to go.

The first fic was greenconverses ' still excellent Five Kisses John or Teyla Don't Remember (And One They Do). I loved the fourth part, with elements of fairy tale and heroes on a quest.

Title: Everyday Is A Faded Sign
Chapter 1: Winding Road
Genre: AU , John/Teyla, John/Sam friendship
Summary: Road trips are an integral part of the college experience.
Main characters: John, Teyla, Sam and Rodney.
Disclaimer: Not mine. Just playing around.

I went to see 1408 tonight. It really freaked me out on a completely personal level. I'm afraid to sleep, so here I am, writing fic at 4 AM. Enjoy.

I've finally got internet installed in my apartment so I can return to the ranks of LJ and startposting again. Luckily I have been writing and have two fics ready. Especially the long-awaited (let's just say I'm really late with that one) tennisfic. It's done, just needs a little tweaking. Not tomorrow, probably saturday or sunday. 

In the mean time, I have a little Ronon fic. Ronon/Elizabeth pairing with Ronon/Teyla friendship and implied John/Teyla. I got into Ronon/Elizabeth after Lifeline and did one fic to see how I liked it. 

I still have comments to answer and will definitely get back to that. Just wanted to say hi!   

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